Bring on Ash Wednesday. I want to be healthy! Went out to a dinner party last night, I ate everything! Knowing the sacrifice i shall be making I feel obliged to indulge. Going out again tonight and will probably do the same again. Seriously tho, need to start to feel excited about life and actually want to get out of bed in the morning, i'm hoping this diet will do that. Got loadsa decorating to do so gonna need good food to produce some energy. I know i've put on weight in the last few days too so Wednesday can't come soon enough. By the way I feel like sh*t today after over indulging, hoping never to feel like this again.